Was love ever made for me?....hmmmmmm

This beautiful feeling is killing me inside. My heart is heavy.

Burning! as that which I want, I clearly cannot have.

I remember the last time I felt such connection hmmmmmmm...

Like two hearts strongly pulling to cling to each other.

The attraction I cannot help.

Indeed I feel helpless.

This love is hurting...... so much pain! makes my heart ache!

I worry for I know once again I need to wake up and

See that this time we are worlds apart...

Life is unfair!

But do I really accept this fate flung at me??

Was love ever made for me?

hmmmmmmmm........care gist!

There's nothing that hurts more than being unable
to help someone you care about out of sadness.
You feel hurt knowing they are unhappy.
Helpless knowing there's nothing you can do about it
Shut out as they wouldn't let you in fully
Angry because there might be a solution but you've been shut out.


That caring heart of yours begins to wonder!
how sad does it feel knowing you are both helpless?
drawn in by your thoughts?
feeling an emptiness within?
you try so hard but nothing really happens

Divine Love

What joy it is to be called yours
my one magnificent King
unworthy of your mercies
yet with all my filth
I stand before you.

You are not man
you are God
My God.

You make my joy complete,
answer me in times of worry,
shelter me in times of abject rejection
you stand amidst my deepest fears
and make them opportunities.

You have touched my life with your peace,
made me increase in all measures
called me from darkness,
brightened my nights!

Lord I love you!
with mere words your glory is unexplainable
your beauty indescribable
the vastness of your love is unimaginable
But I know you are the everlasting one
your name I will forever extol.

Prayer

Oh Lord
Do not turn away from me
Purge me of all iniquities
Purify my heart
Make it yours
Program my life
Make it just for you
Occupy my heart with thoughts of you
Bring me to my kneels oh Lord
Cause me to reverence you mighty father.

Your knowledge surpasses human understanding

I am but a child willing to learn from the father

Yet I weep!.. Weeping for compassion

I know your grace is sufficient for me

I stand here yearning for your love

Do not turn your back on me

I am that lost child whom with a sorry heart

needs you back in  my life

Come live in me Lord

for only your love is pure.

WORDS

You may go through though times
rough patches
hard times
turbulent days
troubled seas where the tides are high
dry deserts-extreme hardness
difficulty
totally rejection
absolute confusion.
There's always a way out of this. Never give up.
Keep pushing!, endurance!.
Trust In God as he alone can help you
Hold on to your aspirations, dreams, wishes
because one day, they would surely come through for you.
Weeping endures the night but joy comes in the morning.
It's funny because joy comes when majorly all hope is lost.
I sincerely hope your joy wouldn't come when you're broken..
In a nutshell NEVER GIVE UP!!!!

***Mere words to edify you. Hold on to what you believe and all you want would come running to you***

sweet feeling

That stranger
who comes like a solemn breeze
and captivates my reasoning

That manna
which falls from heaven
and fills me even

That sonorous voice
which whispers sweet melody
and melts my worries

That race
which quickens my hearbeat
and I must win

You are as the solemn breeze
yet a fiercy furnace
as a warm  quilt
yet a piercing arrow
You are one
which even in pain must be won!

charm

In a dim lit room there you sat-

The most beautiful creature I've ever seen.

Your eyes like the sun

Your hair as dark as a Raven.

Hopelessly I stood and admired this creature who's features highlighted boldly every letter of this word CHARMING..

I look at you

and it feels like I've known this perfect stranger all my life.

Of course I was charmed , captivated by your presence else, what explains the long gaze  I gave when I first saw you?

Darkness wouldn't dare hide your beauty

Reaching out to you.

Happily I would have you

Call you mine.

Because you are a treasure
My treasure!