This feeling

I've being through all
it's just the start
I hurt once more
it's not the last
music fall like teardrops from my eyes
still I've seen the one I love this time

Rainy days are back
life is filled with tears
pain I want no more
peace this time return
seems I had the best
yet my heart regret
You, me, I cannot tell
spirit come fill me this I ask

All alone this time
in the cold me alone
my heart re owned
my love regret
what feeling is this
sweet, sweet love
bittersweet!

I let you in
you run me down again
soft soothing word
yet alone again
in this bitter sweet love
this art of move ain't mine.

To you

Beautiful, mighty father
love me like no other
keep me strong in time of trouble
I cast my care upon you
you carry me
on eagles wings you make me soar
I stay higher than any other
on your wings I feel secure
you give me a reason to live
I go through so much yet you love keeps me closer to you
Why should I worry when
I have one who loves and
cares for me like no other

Jesus you know your love keeps me sane really!.. and I love thee.. :).. xx

Driven by lust not love
Driven by hate not love
Driven by flesh not the heart
make things which are not meant to be matter the most in you life
you're not the first neither would you be the last
deal with the pain within
deal with the yearning of your flesh
look within
is this really what you want?
Life atimes we are given so many choices
yet we settle for the one we can see
Dig deep!, there is something bigger for you
someone out there waiting for you
kill the cry of loneliness within. Be happy!
Be grateful for the present
Work for the future
enjoy your peace
erase the struggle in your heart
it's not worth it really ..

.....

Waking  to the dawn of a newday
Did i say new?..
The start of the continuation of the day before..
A replay of the day before heated with fury
where pain has found its resting place
I am hurt
Hurt by love
Robbed of happiness and forgotten in pain
Left to wallow in the misery inflicted by the yearning of my soul
That which my soul needs has  made me its enemy
The voice of my endless longing has quenched the flames of love
I am broken
Left alone in pain and misery
Never again would i release myself to such torture!

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thought

Torn between love and security 

how ironic!.. 

One would say with love come security 

but this time it is different 

Life right now is a beauty 

wallowing in so much love, and care yet,  

I wonder if I seek too much...  

So many times, we fall vicitm
planning for the future because  you're so much in love
you're too blind to see that life is unpredictable
and the happenings in life are not controlled by man
let everything fall into place..
Learn to love... bt live an open life ...........

Times like this when you feel so alone

You seek for joy’s embrace

But sadness makes your heart it’s resting place

You wish for so many things

Things you wish you never did

You wish to undo that which ones brought you so much happiness but now pain it brings

You question the life you’ve chosen to led

You question all your choices and decisions

You hope to God for only the right choices is that you wanna make

You got so many questions to ask but you struggle

The good begets the evil which has taken hold of you

Raptured your heart and sealed it with so much confusion

I beg for mercy!

This feeling is killing