I encountered  a thief
stole my heart,
ripped it out,
designed it specially to love him,
paint my love with strange colours,
showed me the side of love I never knew
now I think I have fallen
madly,
tumbling deeply
into your love.
Please hold me soflty
for pain endurance is not my greatest virtue

Smiles all around

My heart
My love
My life
My happiness
Then I worried about everything
Now I choose to stay happy
Smiles rekindled
Joy's returned home
My heart's reached that happy state
There's so much I can say
My heart's made itself your home
Thoughts of you make my little heart float
Only the heavens can tell the joy I feel deep within ..

Love is far

If a guy knows what a lady truely thinks of Him... maybe she has tried so hard and now thoughts are bottled up... how sad it would be if bottled up thoughts are revealed ...
Had a chat with this lady and we spoke about certain issues and here's what she said to me when we spoke about her love life.........yeah she doesn't mind me sharing I asked .. so permission granted .. If you're gonna read this, read it like it's you saying it.. then it would make more sense and more meaning to you. and urs truely tried to make it rhyme abit to add a wee bit of the poetic feel...

I sit I Look and see .. Gosh!.. He doesn't care
No hope left to spare
Love ... it don't live here
My heart's ache is hard to bare
I look at Him with a deep stare
hoping to unveil his hidden self 
Yes.. sure he knows I care
But to speak for Him, .. I can't tell
I try so hard to draw him near ..
But still he's farther  than near
that pain, I can't but feel 
I look at him and think .. Why?, How?.. did I get myself into this
make myself love one who's very different from me
One who mostimes I can't stand
but for some strange reason.. I'm drawn to 
It's quiet hard as I have experienced love from another first hand ..#sigh
I don't know I can't stand it anymore .
He's shoved me aside
now I feel so helpless 
I'm made to be loved, I'm made to be treasured, I'm made to be adored, I'm meant to be cared for
but this, he wouldn't give to me

He trys so hard to make me be like him
He trys so hard to make me do things he does
yet I refuse
cos that's  not me
simply  isn't me
I know the path which I walk today is the right one
but he's decided to walk he's own path
It's like #thinking .. two people with binded hearts, similar minds  but different objectives
how can dat work? no it can't I think I need to give myself a wake up call, prioritise
do I really want him or is there something in him I have to change
the picture is so unclear to me
I can't see it's blurry
I've tried so hard to get the image of him I've got in my head.. But I just can't
seems like the badness has overcome the good .. How is that possible?
How is that really possible.. can badness overcome good ..
I'm here thinking why are we like this?..
I try so hard to do things not to hurt him .
but what you do, you think it's love. I find myself wrapped in thoughts of him .. still I find myself hating him
How is that possible? Is it really possible?

So many questions why is this though I haven't got answers..
it helps if u know wat is going on in the guys head.. bt all the same I'm as clueless as you are

#SIGH

One free feeling
yet you pay for it!
One great feeling
you have to experience it!
Only a priviledge is
all I ask from God.
Seal my happiness
make my joy complete
bring me smiles do not falter
flatter me with reality
don't make me suffer in anguish
I look out and wonder
WHY????
Questions I can barely answer!...

Was love ever made for me?....hmmmmmm

This beautiful feeling is killing me inside. My heart is heavy.

Burning! as that which I want, I clearly cannot have.

I remember the last time I felt such connection hmmmmmmm...

Like two hearts strongly pulling to cling to each other.

The attraction I cannot help.

Indeed I feel helpless.

This love is hurting...... so much pain! makes my heart ache!

I worry for I know once again I need to wake up and

See that this time we are worlds apart...

Life is unfair!

But do I really accept this fate flung at me??

Was love ever made for me?

hmmmmmmmm........care gist!

There's nothing that hurts more than being unable
to help someone you care about out of sadness.
You feel hurt knowing they are unhappy.
Helpless knowing there's nothing you can do about it
Shut out as they wouldn't let you in fully
Angry because there might be a solution but you've been shut out.


That caring heart of yours begins to wonder!
how sad does it feel knowing you are both helpless?
drawn in by your thoughts?
feeling an emptiness within?
you try so hard but nothing really happens

Divine Love

What joy it is to be called yours
my one magnificent King
unworthy of your mercies
yet with all my filth
I stand before you.

You are not man
you are God
My God.

You make my joy complete,
answer me in times of worry,
shelter me in times of abject rejection
you stand amidst my deepest fears
and make them opportunities.

You have touched my life with your peace,
made me increase in all measures
called me from darkness,
brightened my nights!

Lord I love you!
with mere words your glory is unexplainable
your beauty indescribable
the vastness of your love is unimaginable
But I know you are the everlasting one
your name I will forever extol.