Times like this when you feel so alone

You seek for joy’s embrace

But sadness makes your heart it’s resting place

You wish for so many things

Things you wish you never did

You wish to undo that which ones brought you so much happiness but now pain it brings

You question the life you’ve chosen to led

You question all your choices and decisions

You hope to God for only the right choices is that you wanna make

You got so many questions to ask but you struggle

The good begets the evil which has taken hold of you

Raptured your heart and sealed it with so much confusion

I beg for mercy!

This feeling is killing