I worry

No I'm not pissed. It only saddens my heart to watch you act this way... My heart beats faster, quicker than it really should.

No I'm not confused.

I'm only stunned! I don't understand you. Of course I try so hard but the more I try the harder it gets!..

Come!.. Help me!...

Save me from this pain. This anxiety you have bestowed upon me.

Do you have a heart? With your mouth you've watered my heart with those soft words. One that falls like droplets of finest waters.

I sit beside you and I'm embraced by your warmth and peace.

I gaze into your eyes and I see love and a burning fire.

The love, I want. The fire, it burns.

I melt at your presence.

Now what would you call that which I feel? Because right now, I fight with so many emotions. Feelings meant to be expressed but

I FEAR!

Just one act of your stupidity poses a question to me each time I try to let myself go "is it really worth it???...."...

I worry...:/