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You know atimes I think  to myself
I do not deserve all the affection, love and care showered on me
I am surrounded by amazing people
People who love and care about me
people who treasure me
that it seems so unreal to me
but it is real
not in anyway making an artistic writing
just need to understand how to deal with so much love
and not hurt anyone
because my llife right now
hmmmmmm........
just at a stage where
I feel like running away from my own self
and getting someone else
to deal with this drama
I am caught between two walls
I NEED YOUR WISDOM OH LORD!.....