I wonder

When it feels like there's a struggle
Atimes it comes naturally
Atimes you feel lost
You want to let it out
But wonder oncemore if it's right
Your heart still is split
It wanders...
I wonder if all this would end
If one day one would firmly silence the voices
Voices within far from my reach
Voices within I can't control
So many questions I can't bear to answer
For I know with one answer comes another thought
Too scared to let go... Fear's not mine yet
in this heart of mine ... it's resting place has it made
Still I wonder as it feels right atimes
But is it really right??.....